Right now my life is a mess im 28 (soooo the wrong side of 25!) I have 2 children (2 different dads) a rented house which I really cant afford, a failed extremely short lived marriage, half a social work degree (why oh why??), very few real “friends”, a shall we say unconventional family and to top it all off more ups and downs than a yo-yo.... GREAT welcome to my world.
Sometimes I feel that actually my life is a soap, incredibly entertaining for others to watch but complete shite when your living it for real! I don’t think I am a bad person, really im not! but bad things happen to me, correction; I let bad things happen to me, I don’t know how to stop it and that scares me. My biggest issues have always been around men I don’t understand them, they certainly don’t understand me, so I'm kinda stuck, like a broken record of failed relationships.